its all a blur how it all became to provision.
from the first to the last.
its all just a bunch of flashbacks.
i remember the first time we met.
it all started so fast.
you blasted into my life.
firsts all so quick.
getting closer with every step down.
the first sign of the rock.
shaped like a heart.
sparkling in the sand as it began.
first kiss was perfect.
staring into each others eyes as the sun set on our first day together.
just a perfect connection.
from lips to the heart it was the start.
six months later it starts to change
i feel caged and its all so strange.
running cause its all i know.
love struck i run back.
you accept me for what i am.
back and forth cause its what we did.
longer between but i still believed.
forever we play this chase game.
we built this house but cant pay the mortgage.
i can only look down a dark hallway for so long.
forever is never
i see this now but a little to late.
at least its happened.
no longer late nights thinking about what could have been.
i've seen all that and its not my future.
we came to the crossroad.
and chose different paths.
i may be in a dark place but light shines bright
following this path i know ill be fine.
the light brightens with every step i take.
to the point im walking through sunshine.
and its just in time.
thanks for reading my first post.
poetry helps me move forward
P.J.
